Whenever the act of questioning myself or an ideology becomes difficult for the depths of my expression, I find myself leaning on an intuitive and emotionally practiced version of my consciousness, where I experiment with discovering the unknown by relying on my unconscious mystic values and attempt to present the insights I long to express through routine events. Unfortunately, like most people, I end up being inadvertently misunderstood.

Whenever I create, it is to understand my intentions through an instinctive justification. Whenever I live my daily rational life, instead of my creations being made with the purpose of adding something to the void of an a priori, “rationality” merely serves as a temporary definition of my connection to the utopian perception of creation.

Even though the belief that one can reach a finite solution is a delusion, I sincerely think that synthetically concluding instinctive claims through art and expression can make us brighter. Change is everywhere, but adapting to change with profundity and confidence while defending an opinion or a creation is what I want to do as an artist.

Perhaps knowingly placing this manifesto on my website—which will inevitably change when my conscious mind decides that this concept has expired or is no longer novel enough is a considerable example of my unease and sympathy toward the unreliability of synthetic expressions.

Based in Philadelphia, Delfin is an aspiring composition student, pianist, thinker, and a speaker. She’s currently a composition student at the Curtis Institute studying with Nick DiBerardino, Amy Beth Kirsten, Steven Mackey, and Jonathan Bailey Holland.

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